it's windy

another sigh-out-loud sort of night -
and a foggy-window and pink-cover night
red interior. (inside and out)
i blush still.

i haven't been feeling very witty lately, nor have i felt very vocabulary. i use words like "very" and "a lot" a lot.
i tend to wish many things
i want to be clever and witty --
i want you to leave my blog with a "hmm" attitude.. like, "i know what this girl is feeling" or "i hate this girl" but i want you to be a hmm viewer.
that can't happen, though. i run short of words --
which, in itself, is just odd.

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