like tater tots, tots, tots

its too bad that days like this have to be polluted with things that aren't as good as this day.. for instance:
(a) the knowledge looming over my face with hammers and rain clouds of this conference. let's face it. i don't want to go to a conference and present a paper on a psychological study where we found no significant results... what? how does that even happen? who cares aboug significance anyways?
(b) the mall being littered with scantily clad girls - don't forget their dainty blankets and flitty hair. i don't blame them for soaking up the sun -- but you know, i guess i don't appreciate seeing bellies beaming with spring time sun. it just ruins it for me.. esp. since i feel like that kind of laying out should be done at the beach or at a pool... then, i don't mind it. but come on, we are here to learn.. if you want to get tanned.. let's do it at Four Seasons or something.
(c) this job search thing is torturing my brain -- i don't even WANT a job, why should i look for one? well.. we all know the answer -- money. don't ya' love it? i mean, i don't. so whatever.
(d) my boyfriend is still beside lake michigan - and not me.

however, after this week -- and then after next and then after that - i'll be done, he'll be here and then after a few months -- we're moving to Florida. that makes everything now livable, i suppose.

who knows?