try & understand

it is a cold day -- this day, cold day. makes me freeze.. the blood and the heart pumping this blood. and i'm pissed..
and i stay pissed, that's the problem with me.
and i get melancholy, and i stay melancholy ((that's another))..
but then, my life is nothing -- but everything all the same.
and her life, and his life, and then her life again.. is my life ((which is nothing, but everything all the same)).

so which is it?
by the way, get happy. my problems are only so big and not important. her problems are only so big, but more important than mine..
i'm only as strong as the love i can give, in this life that may or may not be something.

you know?